insecurefreak I'm fragile and love too much. I'm learning the concepts of patience. I am happy and laughter uplifts my soul. My faith is my foundation and my mistakes make me stronger. I am yours truly.

“I hope we last. I hope we do.

But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me:

I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you.

Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too.

If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending.

Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.

(via happiest)

I lost myself for a while. I was me on the outside, but on the inside I was struggling. I was searching for love in all the wrong places, and it wasn’t until I started deeply pursuing the Lord and Him only that I truly found the fulfillment I had been searching for. That’s all it takes, you see. Less of you and more of Him. Less of this world and more of the God who created it.

(via crazychristianchick)